by Charles Dickens
I have been looking on, this evening, at a merry company of children
assembled round that pretty German toy, a Christmas Tree. The tree was
planted in the middle of a great round table, and towered high above
their heads. It was brilliantly lighted by a multitude of little tapers;
and everywhere sparkled and glittered with bright objects. There were
rosy-cheeked dolls, hiding behind the green leaves; and there were real
watches (with movable hands, at least, and an endless capacity of being
wound up) dangling from innumerable twigs; there were French-polished
tables, chairs, bedsteads, wardrobes, eight-day clocks, and various
other articles of domestic furniture (wonderfully made, in tin, at
Wolverhampton), perched among the boughs, as if in preparation for some
fairy housekeeping; there were jolly, broad-faced little men, much more
agreeable in appearance than many real men--and no wonder, for their
heads took off, and showed them to be full of sugar-plums; there were
fiddles and drums; there were tambourines, books, work-boxes,
paint-boxes, sweetmeat-boxes, peep-show boxes, and all kinds of boxes;
there were trinkets for the elder girls, far brighter than any grown-up
gold and jewels; there were baskets and pincushions in all devices;
there were guns, swords, and banners; there were witches standing in
enchanted rings of pasteboard, to tell fortunes; there were teetotums,
humming-tops, needle-cases, pen-wipers, smelling-bottles,
conversation-cards, bouquet-holders; real fruit, made artificially
dazzling with gold leaf; imitation apples, pears, and walnuts, crammed
with surprises; in short, as a pretty child, before me, delightedly
whispered to another pretty child, her bosom friend, "There was
everything, and more." This motley collection of odd objects, clustering
on the tree like magic fruit, and flashing back the bright looks
directed towards it from every side--some of the diamond-eyes admiring
it were hardly on a level with the table, and a few were languishing in
timid wonder on the bosoms of pretty mothers, aunts, and nurses--made a
lively realisation of the fancies of childhood; and set me thinking how
all the trees that grow and all the things that come into existence on
the earth, have their wild adornments at that well-remembered time.
Being now at home again, and alone, the only person in the house
awake, my thoughts are drawn back, by a fascination which I do not care
to resist, to my own childhood. I begin to consider, what do we all
remember best upon the branches of the Christmas Tree of our own young
Christmas days, by which we climbed to real life.
Straight, in
the middle of the room, cramped in the freedom of its growth by no
encircling walls or soon-reached ceiling, a shadowy tree arises; and,
looking up into the dreamy brightness of its top-- for I observe in this
tree the singular property that it appears to grow downward towards the
earth--I look into my youngest Christmas recollections!
All
toys at first, I find. Up yonder, among the green holly and red berries,
is the Tumbler with his hands in his pockets, who wouldn't lie down,
but whenever he was put upon the floor, persisted in rolling his fat
body about, until he rolled himself still, and brought those lobster
eyes of his to bear upon me--when I affected to laugh very much, but in
my heart of hearts was extremely doubtful of him. Close beside him is
that infernal snuff-box, out of which there sprang a demoniacal
Counsellor in a black gown, with an obnoxious head of hair, and a red
cloth mouth, wide open, who was not to be endured on any terms, but
could not be put away either; for he used suddenly, in a highly
magnified state, to fly out of Mammoth Snuff-boxes in dreams, when least
expected. Nor is the frog with cobbler's wax on his tail, far off; for
there was no knowing where he wouldn't jump; and when he flew over the
candle, and came upon one's hand with that spotted back--red on a green
ground--he was horrible. The cardboard lady in a blue-silk skirt, who
was stood up against the candlestick to dance, and whom I see on the
same branch, was milder, and was beautiful; but I can't say as much for
the larger cardboard man, who used to be hung against the wall and
pulled by a string; there was a sinister expression in that nose of his;
and when he got his legs round his neck (which he very often did), he
was ghastly, and not a creature to be alone with.
When did that
dreadful Mask first look at me? Who put it on, and why was I so
frightened that the sight of it is an era in my life? It is not a
hideous visage in itself; it is even meant to be droll, why then were
its stolid features so intolerable? Surely not because it hid the
wearer's face. An apron would have done as much; and though I should
have preferred even the apron away, it would not have been absolutely
insupportable, like the mask. Was it the immovability of the mask? The
doll's face was immovable, but I was not afraid of HER. Perhaps that
fixed and set change coming over a real face, infused into my quickened
heart some remote suggestion and dread of the universal change that is
to come on every face, and make it still? Nothing reconciled me to it.
No drummers, from whom proceeded a melancholy chirping on the turning of
a handle; no regiment of soldiers, with a mute band, taken out of a
box, and fitted, one by one, upon a stiff and lazy little set of
lazy-tongs; no old woman, made of wires and a brown-paper composition,
cutting up a pie for two small children; could give me a permanent
comfort, for a long time. Nor was it any satisfaction to be shown the
Mask, and see that it was made of paper, or to have it locked up and be
assured that no one wore it. The mere recollection of that fixed face,
the mere knowledge of its existence anywhere, was sufficient to awake me
in the night all perspiration and horror, with, "O I know it's coming! O
the mask!"
I never wondered what the dear old donkey with the
panniers--there he is! was made of, then! His hide was real to the
touch, I recollect. And the great black horse with the round red spots
all over him--the horse that I could even get upon--I never wondered
what had brought him to that strange condition, or thought that such a
horse was not commonly seen at Newmarket. The four horses of no colour,
next to him, that went into the waggon of cheeses, and could be taken
out and stabled under the piano, appear to have bits of fur-tippet for
their tails, and other bits for their manes, and to stand on pegs
instead of legs, but it was not so when they were brought home for a
Christmas present. They were all right, then; neither was their harness
unceremoniously nailed into their chests, as appears to be the case now.
The tinkling works of the music- cart, I DID find out, to be made of
quill tooth-picks and wire; and I always thought that little tumbler in
his shirt sleeves, perpetually swarming up one side of a wooden frame,
and coming down, head foremost, on the other, rather a weak-minded
person--though good-natured; but the Jacob's Ladder, next him, made of
little squares of red wood, that went flapping and clattering over one
another, each developing a different picture, and the whole enlivened by
small bells, was a mighty marvel and a great delight.
Ah! The
Doll's house!--of which I was not proprietor, but where I visited. I
don't admire the Houses of Parliament half so much as that stone-fronted
mansion with real glass windows, and door-steps, and a real
balcony--greener than I ever see now, except at watering places; and
even they afford but a poor imitation. And though it DID open all at
once, the entire house-front (which was a blow, I admit, as cancelling
the fiction of a staircase), it was but to shut it up again, and I could
believe. Even open, there were three distinct rooms in it: a
sitting-room and bed-room, elegantly furnished, and best of all, a
kitchen, with uncommonly soft fire- irons, a plentiful assortment of
diminutive utensils--oh, the warming-pan!--and a tin man-cook in
profile, who was always going to fry two fish. What Barmecide justice
have I done to the noble feasts wherein the set of wooden platters
figured, each with its own peculiar delicacy, as a ham or turkey, glued
tight on to it, and garnished with something green, which I recollect as
moss! Could all the Temperance Societies of these later days, united,
give me such a tea-drinking as I have had through the means of yonder
little set of blue crockery, which really would hold liquid (it ran out
of the small wooden cask, I recollect, and tasted of matches), and which
made tea, nectar. And if the two legs of the ineffectual little
sugar-tongs did tumble over one another, and want purpose, like Punch's
hands, what does it matter? And if I did once shriek out, as a poisoned
child, and strike the fashionable company with consternation, by reason
of having drunk a little teaspoon, inadvertently dissolved in too hot
tea, I was never the worse for it, except by a powder!
Upon the
next branches of the tree, lower down, hard by the green roller and
miniature gardening-tools, how thick the books begin to hang. Thin
books, in themselves, at first, but many of them, and with deliciously
smooth covers of bright red or green. What fat black letters to begin
with! "A was an archer, and shot at a frog." Of course he was. He was an
apple-pie also, and there he is! He was a good many things in his time,
was A, and so were most of his friends, except X, who had so little
versatility, that I never knew him to get beyond Xerxes or
Xantippe--like Y, who was always confined to a Yacht or a Yew Tree; and Z
condemned for ever to be a Zebra or a Zany. But, now, the very tree
itself changes, and becomes a bean-stalk--the marvellous bean-stalk up
which Jack climbed to the Giant's house! And now, those dreadfully
interesting, double-headed giants, with their clubs over their
shoulders, begin to stride along the boughs in a perfect throng,
dragging knights and ladies home for dinner by the hair of their heads.
And Jack--how noble, with his sword of sharpness, and his shoes of
swiftness! Again those old meditations come upon me as I gaze up at him;
and I debate within myself whether there was more than one Jack (which I
am loth to believe possible), or only one genuine original admirable
Jack, who achieved all the recorded exploits.
Good for
Christmas-time is the ruddy colour of the cloak, in which-- the tree
making a forest of itself for her to trip through, with her
basket--Little Red Riding-Hood comes to me one Christmas Eve to give me
information of the cruelty and treachery of that dissembling Wolf who
ate her grandmother, without making any impression on his appetite, and
then ate her, after making that ferocious joke about his teeth. She was
my first love. I felt that if I could have married Little Red
Riding-Hood, I should have known perfect bliss. But, it was not to be;
and there was nothing for it but to look out the Wolf in the Noah's Ark
there, and put him late in the procession on the table, as a monster who
was to be degraded. O the wonderful Noah's Ark! It was not found
seaworthy when put in a washing-tub, and the animals were crammed in at
the roof, and needed to have their legs well shaken down before they
could be got in, even there- -and then, ten to one but they began to
tumble out at the door, which was but imperfectly fastened with a wire
latch--but what was THAT against it! Consider the noble fly, a size or
two smaller than the elephant: the lady-bird, the butterfly--all
triumphs of art! Consider the goose, whose feet were so small, and whose
balance was so indifferent, that he usually tumbled forward, and
knocked down all the animal creation. Consider Noah and his family, like
idiotic tobacco-stoppers; and how the leopard stuck to warm little
fingers; and how the tails of the larger animals used gradually to
resolve themselves into frayed bits of string!
Hush! Again a
forest, and somebody up in a tree--not Robin Hood, not Valentine, not
the Yellow Dwarf (I have passed him and all Mother Bunch's wonders,
without mention), but an Eastern King with a glittering scimitar and
turban. By Allah! two Eastern Kings, for I see another, looking over his
shoulder! Down upon the grass, at the tree's foot, lies the full length
of a coal-black Giant, stretched asleep, with his head in a lady's lap;
and near them is a glass box, fastened with four locks of shining
steel, in which he keeps the lady prisoner when he is awake. I see the
four keys at his girdle now. The lady makes signs to the two kings in
the tree, who softly descend. It is the setting-in of the bright Arabian
Nights.
Oh, now all common things become uncommon and
enchanted to me. All lamps are wonderful; all rings are talismans.
Common flower-pots are full of treasure, with a little earth scattered
on the top; trees are for Ali Baba to hide in; beef-steaks are to throw
down into the Valley of Diamonds, that the precious stones may stick to
them, and be carried by the eagles to their nests, whence the traders,
with loud cries, will scare them. Tarts are made, according to the
recipe of the Vizier's son of Bussorah, who turned pastrycook after he
was set down in his drawers at the gate of Damascus; cobblers are all
Mustaphas, and in the habit of sewing up people cut into four pieces, to
whom they are taken blind-fold.
Any iron ring let into stone
is the entrance to a cave which only waits for the magician, and the
little fire, and the necromancy, that will make the earth shake. All the
dates imported come from the same tree as that unlucky date, with whose
shell the merchant
knocked out the eye of the genie's invisible son. All olives are of the
stock of that fresh fruit, concerning which the Commander of the
Faithful overheard the boy conduct the fictitious trial of the
fraudulent olive merchant; all apples are akin to the apple purchased
(with two others) from the Sultan's gardener
for three sequins, and which the tall black slave stole from the child.
All dogs are associated with the dog, really a transformed man, who
jumped upon the baker's counter, and put his paw on the piece of bad
money. All rice recalls the rice which the awful lady, who was a ghoule,
could only peck by grains, because of her nightly feasts in the
burial-place. My very rocking-horse,--there he is, with his nostrils
turned completely inside-out, indicative of Blood!--should have a peg in
his neck, by virtue thereof to fly away with me, as the wooden horse
did with the Prince of Persia, in the sight of all his father's Court.
Yes, on every object that I recognise among those upper branches of my
Christmas Tree, I see this fairy light! When I wake in bed, at daybreak,
on the cold, dark, winter mornings, the white snow dimly beheld,
outside, through the frost on the window-pane, I hear Dinarzade.
"Sister, sister, if you are yet awake, I pray you finish the history of
the Young King of the Black Islands." Scheherazade replies, "If my lord
the Sultan will suffer me to live another day, sister, I will not only
finish that, but tell you a more wonderful story yet." Then, the
gracious Sultan goes out, giving no orders for the execution, and we all
three breathe again.
At this height of my tree I begin to see,
cowering among the leaves- -it may be born of turkey, or of pudding, or
mince pie, or of these many fancies, jumbled with Robinson Crusoe on
his desert island, Philip Quarll among the monkeys, Sandford and Merton
with Mr. Barlow, Mother Bunch, and the Mask--or it may be the result of
indigestion, assisted by imagination and over-doctoring--a prodigious
nightmare. It is so exceedingly indistinct, that I don't know why it's
frightful--but I know it is. I can only make out that it is an immense
array of shapeless things, which appear to be planted on a vast
exaggeration of the lazy-tongs that used to bear the toy soldiers, and
to be slowly coming close to my eyes, and receding to an immeasurable
distance. When it comes closest, it is worse. In connection with it I
descry remembrances of winter nights incredibly long; of being sent
early to bed, as a punishment for some small offence, and waking in two
hours, with a sensation of having been asleep two nights; of the laden
hopelessness of morning ever dawning; and the oppression of a weight of
remorse.
And now, I see a wonderful row of little lights rise
smoothly out of the ground, before a vast green curtain. Now, a bell
rings--a magic bell, which still sounds in my ears unlike all other
bells--and music plays, amidst a buzz of voices, and a fragrant smell of
orange-peel and oil. Anon, the magic bell commands the music to cease,
and the great green curtain rolls itself up majestically, and The Play
begins! The devoted dog of Montargis avenges the death of his master,
foully murdered in the Forest of Bondy; and a humorous Peasant with a
red nose and a very little hat, whom I take from this hour forth to my
bosom as a friend (I think he was a Waiter or an Hostler at a village
Inn, but many years have passed since he and I have met), remarks that
the sassigassity of that dog is indeed surprising; and evermore this
jocular conceit will live in my remembrance fresh and unfading,
overtopping all possible jokes, unto the end of time. Or now, I learn
with bitter tears how poor Jane Shore, dressed all in white, and with
her brown hair hanging down, went starving through the streets; or how
George Barnwell killed the worthiest uncle that ever man had, and was
afterwards so sorry for it that he ought to have been let off. Comes
swift to comfort me, the Pantomime--stupendous Phenomenon!--when clowns
are shot from loaded mortars into the great chandelier, bright
constellation that it is; when Harlequins, covered all over with scales
of pure gold, twist and sparkle, like amazing fish; when Pantaloon (whom
I deem it no irreverence to compare in my own mind to my grandfather)
puts red-hot pokers in his pocket, and cries "Here's somebody coming!"
or taxes the Clown with petty larceny, by saying, "Now, I sawed you do
it!" when Everything is capable, with the greatest ease, of being
changed into Anything; and "Nothing is, but thinking makes it so." Now,
too, I perceive my first experience of the dreary sensation-- often to
return in after-life--of being unable, next day, to get back to the
dull, settled world; of wanting to live for ever in the bright
atmosphere I have quitted; of doting on the little Fairy, with the wand
like a celestial Barber's Pole, and pining for a Fairy immortality along
with her. Ah, she comes back, in many shapes, as my eye wanders down
the branches of my Christmas Tree, and goes as often, and has never yet
stayed by me!
Out of this delight springs the
toy-theatre,--there it is, with its familiar proscenium, and ladies in
feathers, in the boxes!--and all its attendant occupation with paste and
glue, and gum, and water colours, in the getting-up of The Miller and
his Men, and Elizabeth, or the Exile of Siberia. In spite of a few
besetting accidents and failures (particularly an unreasonable
disposition in the respectable Kelmar, and some others, to become faint
in the legs, and double up, at exciting points of the drama), a teeming
world of fancies so suggestive and all-embracing, that, far below it on
my Christmas Tree, I see dark, dirty, real Theatres in the day-time,
adorned with these associations as with the freshest garlands of the
rarest flowers, and charming me yet.
But hark! The Waits are
playing, and they break my childish sleep! What images do I associate
with the Christmas music as I see them set forth on the Christmas Tree?
Known before all the others, keeping far apart from all the others, they
gather round my little bed. An angel, speaking to a group of shepherds
in a field; some travellers, with eyes uplifted, following a star; a
baby in a manger; a child in a spacious temple, talking with grave men; a
solemn figure, with a mild and beautiful face, raising a dead girl by
the hand; again, near a city gate, calling back the son of a widow, on
his bier, to life; a crowd of people looking through the opened roof of a
chamber where he sits, and letting down a sick person on a bed, with
ropes; the same, in a tempest, walking on the water to a ship; again, on
a sea-shore, teaching a great multitude; again, with a child upon his
knee, and other children round; again, restoring sight to the blind,
speech to the dumb, hearing to the deaf, health to the sick, strength to
the lame, knowledge to the ignorant; again, dying upon a Cross, watched
by armed soldiers, a thick darkness coming on, the earth beginning to
shake, and only one voice heard, "Forgive them, for they know not what
they do."
Still, on the lower and maturer branches of the Tree,
Christmas associations cluster thick. School-books shut up; Ovid and
Virgil silenced; the Rule of Three, with its cool impertinent inquiries,
long disposed of; Terence and Plautus acted no more, in an arena of
huddled desks and forms, all chipped, and notched, and inked;
cricket-bats, stumps, and balls, left higher up, with the smell of
trodden grass and the softened noise of shouts in the evening air; the
tree is still fresh, still gay. If I no more come home at
Christmas-time, there will be boys and girls (thank Heaven! ) while the
World lasts; and they do! Yonder they dance and play upon the branches
of my Tree, God bless them, merrily, and my heart dances and plays too!
And I do come home at Christmas. We all do, or we all should. We all
come home, or ought to come home, for a short holiday--the longer, the
better--from the great boarding-school, where we are for ever working at
our arithmetical slates, to take, and give a rest. As to going a
visiting, where can we not go, if we will; where have we not been, when
we would; starting our fancy from our Christmas Tree!
Away into
the winter prospect. There are many such upon the tree! On, by
low-lying, misty grounds, through fens and fogs, up long hills, winding
dark as caverns between thick plantations, almost shutting out the
sparkling stars; so, out on broad heights, until we stop at last, with
sudden silence, at an avenue. The gate-bell has a deep, half-awful sound
in the frosty air; the gate swings open on its hinges; and, as we drive
up to a great house, the glancing lights grow larger in the windows,
and the opposing rows of trees seem to fall solemnly back on either
side, to give us place. At intervals, all day, a frightened hare has
shot across this whitened turf; or the distant clatter of a herd of deer
trampling the hard frost, has, for the minute, crushed the silence too.
Their watchful eyes beneath the fern may be shining now, if we could
see them, like the icy dewdrops on the leaves; but they are still, and
all is still. And so, the lights growing larger, and the trees falling
back before us, and closing up again behind us, as if to forbid retreat,
we come to the house.
There is probably a smell of roasted
chestnuts and other good comfortable things all the time, for we are
telling Winter Stories-- Ghost Stories, or more shame for us--round the
Christmas fire; and we have never stirred, except to draw a little
nearer to it. But, no matter for that. We came to the house, and it is
an old house, full of great chimneys where wood is burnt on ancient dogs
upon the hearth, and grim portraits (some of them with grim legends,
too) lower distrustfully from the oaken panels of the walls. We are a
middle-aged nobleman, and we make a generous supper with our host and
hostess and their guests--it being Christmas-time, and the old house
full of company--and then we go to bed. Our room is a very old room. It
is hung with tapestry. We don't like the portrait of a cavalier in
green, over the fireplace. There are great black beams in the ceiling,
and there is a great black bedstead, supported at the foot by two great
black figures, who seem to have come off a couple of tombs in the old
baronial church in the park, for our particular accommodation. But, we
are not a superstitious nobleman, and we don't mind. Well! we dismiss
our servant, lock the door, and sit before the fire in our
dressing-gown, musing about a great many things. At length we go to bed.
Well! we can't sleep. We toss and tumble, and can't sleep. The embers
on the hearth burn fitfully and make the room look ghostly. We can't
help peeping out over the counterpane, at the two black figures and the
cavalier--that wicked- looking cavalier--in green. In the flickering
light they seem to advance and retire: which, though we are not by any
means a superstitious nobleman, is not agreeable. Well! we get nervous--
more and more nervous. We say "This is very foolish, but we can't stand
this; we'll pretend to be ill, and knock up somebody." Well! we are
just going to do it, when the locked door opens, and there comes in a
young woman, deadly pale, and with long fair hair, who glides to the
fire, and sits down in the chair we have left there, wringing her hands.
Then, we notice that her clothes are wet. Our tongue cleaves to the
roof of our mouth, and we can't speak; but, we observe her accurately.
Her clothes are wet; her long hair is dabbled with moist mud; she is
dressed in the fashion of two hundred years ago; and she has at her
girdle a bunch of rusty keys. Well! there she sits, and we can't even
faint, we are in such a state about it. Presently she gets up, and tries
all the locks in the room with the rusty keys, which won't fit one of
them; then, she fixes her eyes on the portrait of the cavalier in green,
and says, in a low, terrible voice, "The stags know it!" After that,
she wrings her hands again, passes the bedside, and goes out at the
door. We hurry on our dressing-gown, seize our pistols (we always travel
with pistols), and are following, when we find the door locked. We turn
the key, look out into the dark gallery; no one there. We wander away,
and try to find our servant. Can't be done. We pace the gallery till
daybreak; then return to our deserted room, fall asleep, and are
awakened by our servant (nothing ever haunts him) and the shining sun.
Well! we make a wretched breakfast, and all the company say we look
queer. After breakfast, we go over the house
with our host, and then we take him to the portrait of the cavalier in
green, and then it all comes out. He was false to a young housekeeper
once attached to that family, and famous for her beauty, who drowned
herself in a pond, and whose body was discovered, after a long time,
because the stags refused to drink of the water. Since which, it has
been whispered that she traverses the house
at midnight (but goes especially to that room where the cavalier in
green was wont to sleep), trying the old locks with the rusty keys.
Well! we tell our host of what we have seen, and a shade comes over his
features, and he begs it may be hushed up; and so it is. But, it's all
true; and we said so, before we died (we are dead now) to many
responsible people.
There is no end to the old houses, with
resounding galleries, and dismal state-bedchambers, and haunted wings
shut up for many years, through which we may ramble, with an agreeable
creeping up our back, and encounter any number of ghosts, but (it is
worthy of remark perhaps) reducible to a very few general types and
classes; for, ghosts have little originality, and "walk" in a beaten
track. Thus, it comes to pass, that a certain room in a certain old
hall, where a certain bad lord, baronet, knight, or gentleman, shot
himself, has certain planks in the floor from which the blood WILL NOT
be taken out. You may scrape and scrape, as the present owner has done,
or plane and plane, as his father did, or scrub and scrub, as his
grandfather did, or burn and burn with strong acids, as his great-
grandfather did, but, there the blood will still be--no redder and no
paler--no more and no less--always just the same. Thus, in such another
house there is a haunted door, that never will keep open; or another
door that never will keep shut, or a haunted sound of a spinning-wheel,
or a hammer, or a footstep, or a cry, or a sigh, or a horse's tramp, or
the rattling of a chain. Or else, there is a turret-clock, which, at the
midnight hour, strikes thirteen when the head of the family is going to
die; or a shadowy, immovable black carriage which at such a time is
always seen by somebody, waiting near the great gates in the
stable-yard. Or thus, it came to pass how Lady Mary went to pay a visit
at a large wild house in the Scottish Highlands, and, being fatigued
with her long journey, retired to bed early, and innocently said, next
morning, at the breakfast-table, "How odd, to have so late a party last
night, in this remote place, and not to tell me of it, before I went to
bed!" Then, every one asked Lady Mary what she meant? Then, Lady Mary
replied, "Why, all night long, the carriages were driving round and
round the terrace, underneath my window!" Then, the owner of the house
turned pale, and so did his Lady, and Charles Macdoodle of Macdoodle
signed to Lady Mary to say no more, and every one was silent. After
breakfast, Charles Macdoodle told Lady Mary that it was a tradition in
the family that those rumbling carriages on the terrace betokened death.
And so it proved, for, two months afterwards, the Lady of the mansion
died. And Lady Mary, who was a Maid of Honour at Court, often told this
story to the old Queen Charlotte; by this token that the old King always
said, "Eh, eh? What, what? Ghosts, ghosts? No such thing, no such
thing!" And never left off saying so, until he went to bed.
Or,
a friend of somebody's whom most of us know, when he was a young man at
college, had a particular friend, with whom he made the compact that,
if it were possible for the Spirit to return to this earth after its
separation from the body, he of the twain who first died, should
reappear to the other. In course of time, this compact was forgotten by
our friend; the two young men having progressed in life, and taken
diverging paths that were wide asunder. But, one night, many years
afterwards, our friend being in the North of England, and staying for
the night in an inn, on the Yorkshire Moors, happened to look out of
bed; and there, in the moonlight, leaning on a bureau near the window,
steadfastly regarding him, saw his old college friend! The appearance
being solemnly addressed, replied, in a kind of whisper, but very
audibly, "Do not come near me. I am dead. I am here to redeem my
promise. I come from another world, but may not disclose its secrets!"
Then, the whole form becoming paler, melted, as it were, into the
moonlight, and faded away.
Or, there was the daughter of the
first occupier of the picturesque Elizabethan house, so famous in our
neighbourhood. You have heard about her? No! Why, SHE went out one
summer evening at twilight, when she was a beautiful girl, just
seventeen years of age, to gather flowers in the garden; and presently
came running, terrified, into the hall to her father, saying, "Oh, dear
father, I have met myself!" He took her in his arms, and told her it was
fancy, but she said, "Oh no! I met myself in the broad walk, and I was
pale and gathering withered flowers, and I turned my head, and held them
up!" And, that night, she died; and a picture of her story was begun,
though never finished, and they say it is somewhere in the house to this day, with its face to the wall.
Or, the uncle of my brother's wife was riding home on horseback, one
mellow evening at sunset, when, in a green lane close to his own house,
he saw a man standing before him, in the very centre of a narrow way.
"Why does that man in the cloak stand there!" he thought. "Does he want
me to ride over him?" But the figure never moved. He felt a strange
sensation at seeing it so still, but slackened his trot and rode
forward. When he was so close to it, as almost to touch it with his
stirrup, his horse shied, and the figure glided up the bank, in a
curious, unearthly manner--backward, and without seeming to use its
feet--and was gone. The uncle of my brother's wife, exclaiming, "Good
Heaven! It's my cousin Harry, from Bombay!" put spurs to his horse,
which was suddenly in a profuse sweat, and, wondering at such strange
behaviour, dashed round to the front of his house. There, he saw the
same figure, just passing in at the long French window of the
drawing-room, opening on the ground. He threw his bridle to a servant,
and hastened in after it. His sister was sitting there, alone. "Alice,
where's my cousin Harry?" "Your cousin Harry, John?" "Yes. From Bombay. I
met him in the lane just now, and saw him enter here, this instant."
Not a creature had been seen by any one; and in that hour and minute, as
it afterwards appeared, this cousin died in India.
Or, it was a
certain sensible old maiden lady, who died at ninety- nine, and
retained her faculties to the last, who really did see the Orphan Boy; a
story which has often been incorrectly told, but, of which the real
truth is this--because it is, in fact, a story belonging to our
family--and she was a connexion of our family. When she was about forty
years of age, and still an uncommonly fine woman (her lover died young,
which was the reason why she never married, though she had many offers),
she went to stay at a place in Kent, which her brother, an
Indian-Merchant, had newly bought. There was a story that this place had
once been held in trust by the guardian of a young boy; who was himself
the next heir, and who killed the young boy by harsh and cruel
treatment. She knew nothing of that. It has been said that there was a
Cage in her bedroom in which the guardian used to put the boy. There was
no such thing. There was only a closet. She went to bed, made no alarm
whatever in the night, and in the morning said composedly to her maid
when she came in, "Who is the pretty forlorn-looking child who has been
peeping out of that closet all night?" The maid replied by giving a loud
scream, and instantly decamping. She was surprised; but she was a woman
of remarkable strength of mind, and she dressed herself and went
downstairs, and closeted herself with her brother. "Now, Walter," she
said, "I have been disturbed all night by a pretty, forlorn-looking boy,
who has been constantly peeping out of that closet in my room, which I
can't open. This is some trick." "I am afraid not, Charlotte," said he,
"for it is the legend of the house. It is the Orphan Boy. What did he
do?" "He opened the door softly," said she, "and peeped out. Sometimes,
he came a step or two into the room. Then, I called to him, to encourage
him, and he shrunk, and shuddered, and crept in again, and shut the
door." "The closet has no communication, Charlotte," said her brother,
"with any other part of the house, and it's nailed up." This was
undeniably true, and it took two carpenters a whole forenoon to get it
open, for examination. Then, she was satisfied that she had seen the
Orphan Boy. But, the wild and terrible part of the story is, that he was
also seen by three of her brother's sons, in succession, who all died
young. On the occasion of each child being taken ill, he came home in a
heat, twelve hours before, and said, Oh, Mamma, he had been playing
under a particular oak-tree, in a certain meadow, with a strange boy--a
pretty, forlorn-looking boy, who was very timid, and made signs! From
fatal experience, the parents came to know that this was the Orphan Boy,
and that the course of that child whom he chose for his little playmate
was surely run.
Legion is the name of the German castles,
where we sit up alone to wait for the Spectre--where we are shown into a
room, made comparatively cheerful for our reception--where we glance
round at the shadows, thrown on the blank walls by the crackling
fire--where we feel very lonely when the village innkeeper and his
pretty daughter have retired, after laying down a fresh store
of wood upon the hearth, and setting forth on the small table such
supper-cheer as a cold roast capon, bread, grapes, and a flask of old
Rhine wine- -where the reverberating doors close on their retreat, one
after another, like so many peals of sullen thunder--and where, about
the small hours of the night, we come into the knowledge of divers
supernatural mysteries. Legion is the name of the haunted German
students, in whose society we draw yet nearer to the fire, while the
schoolboy in the corner opens his eyes wide and round, and flies off the
footstool he has chosen for his seat, when the door accidentally blows
open. Vast is the crop of such fruit, shining on our Christmas Tree; in
blossom, almost at the very top; ripening all down the boughs!
Among the later toys and fancies hanging there--as idle often and less
pure--be the images once associated with the sweet old Waits, the
softened music in the night, ever unalterable! Encircled by the social
thoughts of Christmas-time, still let the benignant figure of my
childhood stand unchanged! In every cheerful image and suggestion that
the season brings, may the bright star that rested above the poor roof,
be the star of all the Christian World! A moment's pause, O vanishing
tree, of which the lower boughs are dark to me as yet, and let me look
once more! I know there are blank spaces on thy branches, where eyes
that I have loved have shone and smiled; from which they are departed.
But, far above, I see the raiser of the dead girl, and the Widow's Son;
and God is good! If Age be hiding for me in the unseen portion of thy
downward growth, O may I, with a grey head, turn a child's heart to that
figure yet, and a child's trustfulness and confidence!
Now,
the tree is decorated with bright merriment, and song, and dance, and
cheerfulness. And they are welcome. Innocent and welcome be they ever
held, beneath the branches of the Christmas Tree, which cast no gloomy
shadow! But, as it sinks into the ground, I hear a whisper going through
the leaves. "This, in commemoration of the law of love and kindness,
mercy and compassion. This, in remembrance of Me!"
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